Jackass quote of the day

"If you think about it we’ve aborted however many – 40 million – Americans through abortion. If those Americans had not been aborted, we might have more laborers here. Consequently, America is not reproducing itself in terms of our own internal repopulation of having a bunch of kids." (07/12/2011)
Todd Akin

Ummm, ok...but lack of laborers is not really a problem in the U.S. today, now is it. Last time I checked there are too many workers and not enough jobs. What a disconected a-hole.

Where I am at.

"Choked. I choked."
"You'll get it back," I said
"No, I won't. I'm a half-artist. I'm smart and talented but I'm not tough enough to go the distance. It's a curse being a half-artist, caught between being a normal person and a real creative person. I'm nuts like a good artist, but I don't have anything to show for it."

That is exactly how I feel lately. I've been reading this book Fiction Ruined My Family by Jeanne Darst, (which is where this excerpt came from) and when I read that paragraph it really resonated with me.
I haven't finished a painting since I graduated art school in 2007. I start projects I never finish.
I know all these amazing creative people and I envy the tenacious nature with which they continue to create. Maybe I will get it back. Maybe.

August 15, 2011

Things that make me happy in the morning...especially Monday mornings.

Waiting for my coffee to boil. The best coffee comes from this little gem.

My yellow orchid in the morning light. Better photo bellow.





And seeing the boy and dog cuddled up in bed together. It is so cute and warms my heart. Sorry no photo of that, but I don't think he'd very much appreciate my posting that sort of photo.

This past Saturday I got a wild hair and decided I was going to remake my favorite skirt out of some amazing robins egg blue fabric I found at the Grand Junction Habitat for Humanity store. I went there with my best friend and boy is it a great store! I paid $1 for the fabric and it was plenty to cut out my skirt. Here is a photo of my makeshift pattern weights (Joann's didn't have them and Fancy Tiger was closed when I had the money for them...) in my makeshift work space (ie my kitchen.) Plus this is my very first handmade pattern. I'm really excited at the prospect of this working out.





And close up, token artsy photo...





However, later in the process, progress halted...the iron crapped out.

So sad.


But there is hope! Sid bought me a new iron (exish, more boyfriend than not-ish, boy that lives with me, cute boy in the first post. Link is to his blog, check out his talent!) Yay!!! Maybe I'll finish it soon...

August 8, 2011







I am a child pretending to be a grown-up.



Baby showers, amazing breakfast, long hot car rides, pleasant cool evening walks. That is what today was made of. Not to mention nice cuddly "cool off's" in the bedroom. We have an a/c unit in the bedroom window and on these hot August days it seems to be the only room in our house that will actually save us from the inferno. It probably didn't help that we cooked both our meals today, but boy were they delicious! Bacon, eggs, sourdough boule, fruit salad and perfectly cooked potatoes. Pork chops, applesauce, mashed potatoes and corn. Maybe not the healthiest either. But at least I didn't eat cake at the baby shower.









August 6, 2011

Some photos for the day.
Toothpick holder birthday present from my very dear friends, vase/ art piece bought at Holiday Handmade (craft fair), Marigold from my garden. Makes me happy when I am sitting at my table.

Camouflaged squirrel in my front yard tree.


Close up. I guess it is too hot for squirrels today too!

Spent the morning and afternoon with my parents, it was very nice. Gave me some more perspective on the whole previously mentioned situation. My dad pointed out that I had talked to him before I went on my trip and had thought it was all over before I had even gone. He said it wasn't really me cheating, but more moving on. He reminded me I'm not that kind of person and that I should be careful what I put into my psyche. It was nice to be reminded that I am not a bad person, with ill intentions for all.
We had a wonderful walk to the local Whole Foods to pick up some breakfast groceries.  Came back, made it. Enjoyed a lovely fruit salad with peaches, blueberries, black berries and watermelon (there are leftovers!) Then just all around enjoyed each others company. It was their first time seeing my new place (been living here since late March.) They liked it. I hope I can find a part time job to be able to keep it!